Lonely in the Crowd? part 1

Wats up, its a luvly day,d air fresh n d weather jus perfect. Im in d mood 2 talk abt sumfin so many teenagers r goin thru 2day..what? Its simply XTREME LONELINESS and OFF-THE-EDGE BOREDOM.. U may hv experienced a lonely feelin even wit so many activities goin on around u, a sense of helplessnes though u've got peeps @ ur beck n cal. U must hv asked urself a zillion times "Y am i always in dis dingy n gloomy mood, why do i always find it hard 2 xperience true happiness?" well,Ur guess is as gud as mine "Yhu've got no concrete answer". Sumfin yhu shud knw is dat U aint d only one dat falls into such moods,infact, im a typical EMOTIONALLY-DISTANT youngster, why?, its nt bcos i aint got parents hu care,siblings hu adore me or even cool buddies bt d fact is that was hw i was made. U may be tinkin " its nt suppose to be a problem since it's a natural stuff,' bt d fact is, IT MOODS DONT GO DOWN WELL WIF EVRYBODY so there's a need to atleast curb it or better stil hv a control ova those period when yhu generally feel angry @ evrybudy n evrytin. Counsellors help bt in event U dnt hv ready access to them, ive discovered an effective tool to control loneliness....JUST WRITE.... It may sound ridiculous bt it WORKS.,just write anythin u feel lik,watever interests yhu n yhu would c urself loosening up and havin FUN!. I dnt prescribe wat i havnt tested and it worked amazingly 4 me. For example, i wrote dis poem on the 4th of october, a day wen my spirit was @ its lowest ebb,when i was extremely lonely,nt physicaly though,i felt unnaturally angry at exactly notin.